this is me venting, saying what I would wish to say to someone in particular. It is no one who has a dA account, and this is purely so I dont become sick with what has happened.

why? how could you do something so disgusting? I knew you were an asshole, but I still loved you like an uncle. I always thought 'oh, thats just the way he is. he kind of has to be that way to get by in the world' because thats what was the truth.

I've known you since I was a fucking baby. I trusted you. I knew, that if anything happened to my dad, you would be one of the people that would be there. YOU WERE PART OF WHAT I CONSIDERED MY FAMILY, YOU FUCKER.

How could you think what you did would be okay? what about Her? what about the girls? what's going to happen to them, because you decided you liked the cradle better than what you had?! NONE OF THEM DESERVED THIS. YOU HAVE RUINED WHAT YOU HAVE BUILT. FOR WHAT!?

Do you even KNOW what you have done to my father? He loves you like a brother. Because he is such a good friend, he cannot, and WILL NOT, hate you. He will be there. And you know he will. You take advantage of it. And you know what? I will try my damndest to make sure you will not do more than what he lets you. You want help moving out of the house? I'm gonna oppose. You want sympathy? I'm gonna oppose. YOU DO NOT DESERVE IT.

I know I have absolutely nothing to do with this situation, and I dont even spring to your mind. That doesnt matter. Any affect I can have on protecting my father, I will do it. You will not lay claim to his emotions. Let your mess stay in your life, thanks?

The past few months, I have been on the fence about whether or not getting married is worth it, with all the shit I've seen people go through. but this takes the cake. I am probably never getting married. Not after I've seen this shit. Nothing at all is wrong with love, but after seeing someone go this far, ruin such a wonderful life because he wasn't THINKING... The pieces left over from that are so vast, its just not worth it.

To invest so many years for nothing. How can someone do such a thing to someone? How can it even be thought of to be okay?! If this situation happened to them, whats to say it wont happen to me? Whats to say it wont happen to those I love...shit, it HAS happened to those I love. I will not go through that. I almost did.

You are disgusting.